There comes a time in a person's life when they realize they are just going through the motions and it's not a "real" thing. I just decided that I needed a little space, so I started to do a little knitting, and it was ok. I made a dishcloth on size 6 needles. The dishcloth came out ok, but it dosn't look spotless.
I am not quitting on you, just needed some space for a very short time. Thank you very much.